It was mindgames. That's all this was, Mike had to tell himself. Mindgames. He isn't a junkie, isn't an addict, this is just pure mindgames.
Billy's voice, though. How shaken he seemed, how stricken. How Mike had heard that in his own head, somewhere between when the scratching and the pain starts. He has to stay focused.
But Billy was being so gentle, almost tender, and Mike, even with Paige, had been rough and desperate for both of them. He honestly doesn't know what to do in this situation, his legs being pushed open.
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Date: 2015-07-17 02:55 am (UTC)Billy's voice, though. How shaken he seemed, how stricken. How Mike had heard that in his own head, somewhere between when the scratching and the pain starts. He has to stay focused.
But Billy was being so gentle, almost tender, and Mike, even with Paige, had been rough and desperate for both of them. He honestly doesn't know what to do in this situation, his legs being pushed open.
"Colin--Colin, please. Don't do this."